If you've ever been d e p r e s s e d, then maybe you know where I'm coming from. It's like one minute you're fine, and the next minute something happens that makes you think, I mean really think, and then you're totally empty. The only thoughts that are in your head are negative & it makes you feel totally alone, like you don’t mean anything to anyone. All you want to do is tell someone how you feel, but you don't want their pity, and even if you could tell someone, nothing would come out right. You don't want to laugh, or smile, or whine, or argue, or even be stubborn and difficult, you just want to go to bed and c r y and hope the feelings passes, and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back. You think that all your FRIENDS hate you and only talk to you because they feel bad for you. You know complete StRaNgErS judge you just because of how you look & how you act... and when you think about how you're NOTasbeautiful as the crowd that surrounds you... it makes you feel even worse. And of the two people that are supposed to love you most in this world... one left you, and the other has to scream at you sometimes because they get angry and upset too. yoυ feel lιĸe yoυ wιll proвaвly ѕearcн yoυr wнole lιfe for тнaт one perѕon тнaт yoυ can тoтally тrυѕт, тнaт yoυ can LoveForever, who will never HURTYOU, but you know somewhere deep down that you'll probably never find him, he probably doeѕn'т even eхιѕт... so you just give up, and tell yourself that others live without that kind of love, so you can too. You want so desperately to be alone, but at the same time you FEAR it so much. You know how it feels to know that you're a BAD PERSON, to let your friends down and always be selfish, untrusting, isolated, self conscious, bitter, whiny, and obsessive. You listen to what everyone else has to say, but you never tell them how you feel, because that would mean revealing part of yourself, and you just can't do that, you can’t let anyone really know you, and your opinion wouldn’t matter to them anyway. And most of all if you took the time to sit down and try to get all your feelings out for the first time in your life... it would completelyoverwhelm you, & ιf anyone ever lιѕтened тo all тнaт, тнey woυld нave тo a g r e e wιтн yoυ 100%